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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Hahaz... I'm anyhow writing crap here... Anyway I have already handed in my journal entries so I use this blog for fun now??? Hahaz... Anyway, it's 1.12 in the afternoon, next paper, I mean exam is literature. Lolz... Literature I don't think need to study right? I mean like how to study??? Lolz... Anyway, I'm gonna change my blogskin no matter what, to a cute pink blogskin about Inuyasha. Heehee... Just realised that the literature exam is at 2p.m and not at 2.30p.m. Crap!!! Anyway, my birthday is two days from now, 19th of May... I want many presents and a wonderful day on that day. Lolz... Sheesh... Ah... Better not tell anyone this... Or I si liao... die in Hokkien... Say... My computer conked out a few days ago but now it is up and running!!! I was wondering if I cannot play on my birthday and during the holidays cause the computer conked out... Lolz... My father is professional in curing virus. At least in my house... Lolz... Wah... He downloaded Kapersky Anti-virus then scanned the whole computer, found a virus, delete it and voila!!! Then he downloaded ebroot Spy Sweeper and ran another scan and voila found some toher stuff that are not virus. Anyway, I gotta go eat in 8 minutes and get ready mentally for my literature exam... So see ya soon!!!
{♥ } For me, and myself.
1:21 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005
You guys can't see what's the title... I will tell you this one, it's called WARNING: BIO-HAZARD... Basically, now, I'm wasting my time on this computer... I do have stuff to do on he computer, but that can wait, as I know I can use the computer for ages... Wanna know why??? I had better put a password on this blog in case people come in and read stuff they are not supposed to... I know that DISCLAIMERS don't work... Hahaz... You think I'm still as lively as before??? Think again... I am so stressed up these month and from March I got this stress!!! I acculumated and now... I am gonna explode... Especially when I am SO SO SO STRESSED & (this had better be in small words) my father (goodness I did not say BLOODY) won't let me play computer games!!! It's my only outlet to vent my anger and relieve my stress and... Never mind, let me explode and die... Anyway, I'm so stressed I wanna commit sucide... I'm serious... Readers... Don't be scared off... My father thinks he's very smart... He thinks that becoming the computer administrater, I can't play the games and he is going to uninstall my games... Well, he's stupid. Tell me for what? I can also create an account for myself as the computer administrater and he can't access into the computer!!! Next, even if he uninstall my games, I can always re-download... I have the C-D to the game and the other games' file size is so small, I can easily download them in minutes... Hahaz... Stupid people who think they can outwit me... They all crap!!! SHIT!!! You wanna wreck my life??? You pay!!! Anyway, I always hav a backup plan... You can't overthrow me... I rule... Hahaz... I'm speaking the truth... Anyway, I am really bloody stressed beacause there are many people harassing my life!!!
I AM SO BLOODY STRESSED, DON'T DISTURB ME OR YOU WILL SUFFER. I'M GONNA EXPLODE ANY TIME!!!
{♥ } For me, and myself.
6:12 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005
It's almost 5.00p.m now... I gotta write this thing about actions and their consequences... Hahaz... It's for fun... I mean i bo things to write... so write this thingy... Just to warn you about the reality out there... Hahaz... OKOK... now for the thingy...

If you play games in the computer lab, you get booked... I wanted to say you die...
If you come late for school, you get booked too... Aiyah, now in school, everything revolves around booking...
If you do everything what is deemed considered wrong in the school's code of conduct, you will be booked and be given demerit points... Worse come to worse, a letter will be sent to your parents and you get to do the wonderful CWO or detention...

That's school... I mean now, it all revolves around booking... No need to say... Like no one knows the code of conduct??? Can't you sense the sarcasm in it??? Sheesh!!! Say, what happens if you do something wrong in public???

If you steal, you will be sentenced to jail for a few months... If you are a kiddo, no jail, warning...
If you murder, you die. As simple as that... The law is clear to everyone, so why should I continue??? You either get jailed, given a warning, fined, or hanged... As simple as that... Bleagh... So disgusting... Hanging... Bleagh...

Let's see now... Talking about stuff everyone already knows... Ah!!!!! Let's talk about home... Surely, you do have a law at home right??? Like the chinese saying goes... 国有国法,家有家规。Hahaz... And surely, even if you don't get punished, indirect consequences will occur... Like ah duh??? Sheesh!!! Hahaz...!!! It's 5.28p.m...

If you play computer games at home over the time limit, your parents don't trust you anymore for any other stuff, you don't get to play...
If you break something, you clear it up and get reprimanded by your parents...
If you don't do your homework, you don't understand the lessons... The teachers and parents scold you... Say, this has something to do with school...
If you eat, youj eat at he ining table??? I eat and watch TV at the same time... Two timer... not in love you DOLT!!! Hahaz...
If you sleep VERY late, you get absent-minded, can't study well... No scolding, you are lucky...
If you procrastinate, your parents nag... Not considered scolding, you are lucky...

I think that's all for home, at least what I can think... I think I have stated very clearly here right??? Laws and code of conduct, we all know... We know the consequences too... Or are you looking for indirect consequences??? People??? Don't be sadistic... Sheesh!!! Hahaz... Home is rules... Well I have stated... actually, it revolves around procrastination at home lah actually... nothing muh to say bout' it... You know what you will always get... either scolding or indirectly, I guess you can figure it out, you people reading my blog are all smart... Everyone is smart lah... Sheesh!!! Actually, consequences here are all scolding, punishment and "money-based" for fines... Other than that... nothing actually... Well, I'm supposed to write about "this kind of based" right? I mean not indirect based....??? Huh??? Don't scare me leh... To think I can still be cheerful at this kind of times... I'm a weird and complicated guy lah huh??? Sheesh!!! But the feeling of being one is nice lah huh??? Hahaz...!!!

I'm Cedric signing off!!! I'm not Kim signing off... Copied from Kids Central's Kids Choice...

I have stated the rules and regulations up there... Should you breach them, don't come and find me, I have already warned you, you DOLT!!! Hahaz... Sheesh... Kebab!!! Hahaz...

Is this enough???
{♥ } For me, and myself.
5:39 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005
Hahaz... Another long time since I wrote on this bloggie... It's crying out loud for customers... *criez* It's going to 7p.m and today's there's NkF charity show!!! Actually, I don't wanna watch it... I mean it's lame... Their stunts are all so boring now... Sadistic... Waste of time... Disclaimer: I'm not promoting anti-charity!!! Please call!!! The patients need our help... But hor... I heard many scandals about NKF, should we call??? YES!!! WE STILL SHOULD CALL!!! Sheesh!!! Oops... I wonder if this is a so-called "racist" propaganda... Aiyo... If it is, I am in deep shit!!! Ahhhhh!!! I'm gonna get sued!!! Sheesh!!! Anyway, I'm not gonna watch it... Hahaz... Anyway, now, ahhhhh... What should I write on my blog today? Sheesh... Fancy writing without a particualr topic... Let's have an aim... Let's try and make this the longest entry in my blog I have ever wrote!!! Hahaz... What a good and realistic goal... Sheesh... Oh yah... Who votes I should change my blog template and put in a music? Please tag on my tagboard... Tell me what to change to... Thanks!!! Your comments are much greatly appreciated!!! Hahaz... Currently, there has been about 250 customers who came to my blog but no one tagged!!! Waliao... Sheesh!!! Okok!!! I'm writing a whole lot of crap to achieve my goal for today!!! Hahaz... Lemme tell you about my gaming experience??? (Dots...) T_T Hahaz... Okok!!! Let's get serious... Hmmmmm... Let's see... You know what??? Project AAA, commonly known as A3, is so damn COOL!!! Yeah!!! I am hooked on it recently... Hahaz... It's a game obviously... And right now, I feel like playing it!!! But hor... My mother just would not allow me to... Aiyah... Sheesh... A3's graphics are so damn NICE!!! The gameplay is OK too... 4 and a half thumbs up for graphics... 3 and a half thumbs up for gameplay... 2 thumbs up for creation of character as you can't modify how your character looks... Overall??? COOL GAME!!! OR RATHER, COOL MMORPG!!! YEAH!!! Hahaz... let's see... In A3, you can be a WARRIOR, MAGE, HOLY KNIGHT, OR AN ARCHER... Well, I first took a holy knight as I thought it was cool... Currently, this holy knight is Level 32!!! It's considered almost professional lah... Oh!!! Yesterday, I created a new character!!! It was a MAGE!!! Currently, I'm training her like siao!!! Level 11 now... 90% exp... Gonna level up soon!!! Hahaz...!!! Enlisting help of other fellow gamer friends to help me train... MAGE IS JUST SO COOL... and actually, she dresses skimpy, so she is sexy (???) and revealing... Sheesh!!! This is so SICK!!! Hahaz... This blog entry is actually quite long already hor... Can't read anymore??? Let's see... If I just have another topic to talk about so that I can torture you to continue reading to the end!!! Hahaz...!!! Oh!!! Recently, I am so stressed that I had to play computer games (a lot, we are not talking about figures, hours, here) to relief myself or I would die of stress!!! This weekend, I felt like gorging myself with FOOD!!! Hahaz... Still feel like at the moment... NKF charity show had just started... It's 7.03p.jm on my computer clock... Sheesh!!! Why do I take note of these small details??? Hahaz... Anyway, when my mother comes out from her bath and goes out to buy dinner for my sister and I, I shall play A3, anyway, I have no interest in watching the NKF charity show... See??? In exchange for not watching it, I should play, right??? That's fair and share... Hahaz... I'm really writing very long... I'm a natrural craptalker... Hahaz... Last week NKF got Cyndi Wang... Loved her Honey... Was only interested in her throughout the whole show... The rest sucked... I'm not being propagandious here ah... Sheesh!!! I'm getting really hungry... I really feel like gorging myself right now!!! Hahaz... Let's just say that my mother has just come out... Either she's gonna cook or she's gonna buy from outside... The latter is a better choice to me... (Eyes rolling) Hahaz!!! She really came out!!! I think she's fuming inside now... She doesn't want me to use the computer as I had already played A3 in the morning... Sheesh... Maybe she's right... Maybe I'm addicted to computer games already... Maybe not... I hope not... Anyway, I am awaiting for the arrival for the June Holidays as it is the time for me to rest... This semester has really been traumatising for me... Gonna die of exhaustion... Save me... Wah... This blog entry is long enough already lah... Hahaz... Gonna sign off now... Hope you enjoyed the longest blog entry I have ever written... (Still awaiting to check if it is really the longest blog entry I have ever written... Sheesh... KEBAB!!! Hahaz...) Let's see... Mum? Please go out and buy dinner for us??? Hahaz...
{♥ } For me, and myself.
7:12 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
*criez*... My blog has no visitors, I mean I see no one tagging on my board... *criez*... I really wish that this blog can be as lively as Tingan's one... (jealous of other people's success, tries to foil it) As anyone would know, my blog has practically nothing in it, I mean no shen1 du4... I'm trying as hard to put in some "good" stuff, obviously related to literature... I know this is supposed to be done like... A few weeks ago??? Hahaz.... Basically, I'm not sure of the questions *laughs*... But you know me, I can do reflections very well!!! Hahaz... *egoistic* Hahaz... I would definitely be more on task if I were to be able to re-do the whole project. I would not waste time... fool around and settle down and concentrate on the project... If my group members are not on task, I would order them... (sounds so "dictatory") I felt that during this project... I did not do much... I tried to do part of the powerpoint presentation but did not understnad what any of my group members were writing. We, as a whole group, did not listen to instructions carefully. We actually put in the connotations, interpretations into the presentation when we were not supposed to. My group members were always "not able to be found" when I wanted to do the project properly, I mean when I am in the mood to do so. If I were to do this project all over again, I would choose the same group members but complete it with concentration, I think you know what I mean... Hahaz... I think this reflection should be okay... I tihnk I should be an example, be the first one, the headstart, in this 1-5 literature class. I shall start analysing the characters in Animal Farm (that is if I hav the time...) and show the connotations and blah blah blah... Hahaz... This way, my journal or blog (actually I treat this more like an official, a casual blog) can score more marks in literature!!! Hahaz!!! I'm gonna rule???
{♥ } For me, and myself.
8:46 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005
WOW! How fast it is! It's been two weeks or so since I posted anything on this blog! Hahaz! Oooh! Guess what! I fell sick on April Fools Day! Hahaz! Woke up at 4a.m in the morning and vomited like *siao* (crazy)! After which, shitted like *siao* (crazy)! Hahaz! In the end, did not go for school! Believe it or not? It's true! Hahaz! Waliao! Some idiotic, freaking people thought I "escaped" school because I haven't finished my homework! Hello?! Who in this bloody world would do that lor...... And hor...... Thought Yuting was so kind to give me her best regards, like to ask me what happened to me, in the end, asked my mother if I ESCAPED SCHOOL! Waliao! Hurt me in the heart so much lor...... I thought she very kind like that. Kaoz...... Can't believe Sharleen also thought the same way...... It's like there is only Critical Response 3 to be handed up on April Fools..... I finished that piece of homework like on Sunday! Heck 'em! Sheesh! Thought that they were kind-hearted souls...... Hahaz! Anyway, I still went for Third Language...... AAARRRGGGHHH!!! So many projects and I havent finished 'em! Sheesh! I know our Literature project was a huge mess...... Sheesh! They like to say that I never do anything...... But in fact hor...... I wanted to do, then they go look for stupid pictures...... I wanted to do, don't know what they were doind, could not understand what they were doing...... I wanted to do, they were not there....... So...... Aiyah! When a group project zhao1 ta4 (mess up), it is everyone's fault lah...... So why am I blaming people?! Sheesh! (Bows head down in shame......) Continue another day......
{♥ } For me, and myself.
7:02 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
I'm very sorry that I haven't been writing at this bloggie for quite some time, sorry lah huh. Anyway, like anybody cares, no one reads this bloggie. *criez* I'm wasting my time. *boo hoo hoo* Anyway, the Clay Marble chapter by chapter first-line review, will have to wait. I just don't like bending my book and think of those things to write, maybe if I'm damny free I will do it. Haha! Procrastination. That's my weakness. That's why I can't hand in my work on time. Can't kick the habit, don't know why. Some advice? Haha! Anywa, today's blog entry definitely has something to do with literature. Haha! You must be waiting for it lah huh? I don't know. I can't read minds of unknown people. Ah! Like ah duh? Anyway, I just watched "The Killing Fields", this movie today. Courtesy of Miss Stefanie Tan. Thanks a lot. Commentary on "The Killing Fields". Plus, there's more. Relationship to "The Clay Marble" novel. And more! So remember to continue reading! Sorry! I was watching an advertisment. Got an idea from there. Stupid right? Ah, who cares. Haha! Was playing for a while. Sorry. Eh? You can't know! Ah, who cares. Ok! New papragraph...... Stupid right? Haha! Ooohhh...... Sorry bout' what happened on Games Day. *criez* I was crying inside. *boo hoo hoo hoo hoo*
"The Killing Fields" (I feel better and more at ease if I don't put in the inverted commas), is a show portraying the Vietnamese war from 1973 and 1975 (I think). It also portrayed violence, communism and to what I think if you think about the movie into greater deepness, Geneva Convention. Haha! I asked what actually and really was the Geneva Convention that day during History, it's about treating the POWs well. Well, they are humans too right? Humans also have human rights, right? They have feelings and nerve impulses? Anyway, I think the Geneva Convention also includes that no soldier can hit or capture journalists and reporters? I think so. Am I right? Enlighten me! Haha! Anyway, the Geneva Convention...... Ooohhh...... It has some relationship to Flowers for Algernon! Haha! Another linkage! What the bloody crap! Haha! Anyway, relationship with Clay Marble. Hmm...... They are all set during war time, in chaotic settings. Violence is common and similar in both contexts. And...... Sorry. I was playing computer games. Haha! Procrastination again. Haha! Ok! Other than that. Dara and Pran both had friends. They were Jantu and Sydney respectively. Obviously, there was a difference in their fates. Haha! I think you know what it is, no use explaining and going into details. Redudant. Ah! Dara found "peace" and "happiness" in the toy village, but Pran did not have any. Both Dara and Pran found new strength to continue living. Dara and Pran both had a journey. Dara's journey was to find happiness and peace, while literally, it means going to the border. As for Pran, his journey is to escape the communism camp. Haha! It was really scary in there. Pran looked disgusting and pitiful in there, well, Dara too....... LOL (Laugh out loud) Haha! I think that's all lah huh? Anyway, it was a good movie, except for the bloody bad language. Haha! In this generation, who doesn't use these kind of words? By the way, was this movie shown in Singapore? I don't think so. Never saw it in the papers. Haha! Who really cares!?
{♥ } For me, and myself.
7:23 PM

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